Well it has been a while so I thought I would put pen to paper,
I have been doing my home course with meditation in mind and the chakra system still in my thoughts and pressure points in our bodies that the acupuncture uses this got me going because i had had probs with my back and i had loads of things in physio form nothing really worked and then the guy asked if he could try acupuncture and this helped quite a lot unfortunately the free appointments stopped and well seeing as the pain was much better i decided to see if it would calm down and it has.
i feel a little calmer since i started them in the fact that i dont think that some things aren't worth getting uptight about any more well at least i can let them come into my head and then let them pass without to much trouble i have been getting into the human power sauce that we all have in our bodies so much going on that a lot of people dont know about at first i was a little sceptical about some of it but some of the reads are written from doctors scientists university lecturers and more so i guess i can safely say its not a load of rubbish I didn't even know that the martial arts uses some of the clinical things in our body to get the power into things like karate and such called the tanden a power source in our body I'm trying to get to grips with this at the moment but am not feeling it with meditation but I'm sure it will come eventually we will see.i get to feel the chakra system when i try so why i cant feel the tanden I'm not sure but I'm not giving up just yet.
Well Sheila and I sent off for a holiday in Scotland sent the deposit and are waiting for the reply see if we get the dates we asked for ,we got to love Scotland even more than i did before when our daughter and her partner moved to Dunoon what a lovely place that is she lived opposite the Holy lock which is where the American submarine base was in the last war .
The Americans almost took over Dunoon then but sadly they have all gone home now and its still a submarine base for the British subs but not for much longer i hear ,I used to sit in a rocking chair in the front room at my daughters cottage and watch the subs on the odd okation they came in but mostly i would watch the seals sitting on the rocks what a great place and I'm told my daughter used to get a moose popping its head over her back garden they are running wild in the hills all around i never saw one in the back garden but i did see one on the road when we were going for a ride one day they are a very big animal and I'm sure they must be very powerful .
Well i have some reading to do and maybe a half hour of meditation for my calming and letting the pain just be a nuisance and not to much of a problem ,My doc has put me on a opiate class drug now not sure if it is ok but ill try it for a while but the first week i had a weird thing happen when i went to bed i had been practising with some of my course work which involved meditation and the power sauce and well I got this buzzing feel around me and then i felt as though i was lifting up sounds crazy i know at first i felt a little apprehensive about it not scared but unable to understand what was happening but i felt calm after a little while and then the buzzing stopped and i was lowered back down sounds crazy I'm not sure i guess i could have been dreaming or the opiate prescription drug may have dome this because i decided to look at the downside of the pills and it says that in very few cases it can cause illuminations at first so ill put it down to that i must admit i would have rather it to have been something i had found in my trials with all I'm playing with lol but I'm sure this was all it was .
Well I guess i have bored every one by now so ill say adios for now .
Hi Mike,
ReplyDeleteGood to see a post from you. I am glad your pain is more manageable for you. Watch the pain meds if you can as they are very habit forming with lots of side effects.
A trip to Scotland sounds like fun. I have always wanted to visit England, Scotland and Ireland. I have resigned myself to the fact that it is never going to happen.
Hi to Sheila!